If I’m Being Honest . . .

I have been feeling less than inspired lately. I have been feeling like I want to do so many things and make so many moves, in my personal life and my professional life, but at the same time have zero ability, for one reason or another, to accomplish anything. I have all these ideas but I have no clue how I can possibly execute them. I am feeling stuck in this place of not enough time or not enough resources or not enough whatever. I haven’t known what to write about here either. If I’m being honest, I have felt trapped in my own self doubt. It has been incredibly frustrating existing in my head lately. I want so badly to get to another level of success in business or to be the best mom or the best wife, but then I get stuck in this place of nothing really getting accomplished and it is annoying. I don’t know if this makes any sense to anyone because even writing it here it almost doesn’t make sense to me, but if I’m being honest, I need to get it out . . .

Before I sat down to write tonight I googled “mom blog ideas” and “fashion blog ideas” and all I read was absolute nonsense like “How to make your baby sleep through the night” or “Favourite fall fashion finds.” All of that is fine, but that is not what I am here to do. I don’t come on here with googled ideas of what or how to write. I just write. I write what I am passionate about. Sometimes this is motherhood things, sometimes it is fashion things, sometimes it is travel things, but it is ALWAYS something that I feel excited to share but lately I just have not had that. That excitmentment I mean. And I want to get it back. And I want to bring back the sparkle to share with all of you. I created this blog as a passion project and it was something, is something, I love to do. I don’t want to tell you what to do or how to do it. I want to share what I have done or how I have done it and give you ideas that spark something exciting within yourself. I know I am on a bit of a tangent here and likely am just rambling on and on but I wanted to be honest. I wanted you to know where I was at. I want to make sure y’all are excited to be here. I want to be excited to be here too. I want to be passionate about my business. I want to show my kids what it is like to live a life that is not just about work but is about doing what makes your heart happy. For me right now they are what makes my heart the happiest and sometimes that might be why I find it hard to push through and make my ideas a reality. My focus and attention isn’t always able to be in one place. But, for now at least, I think that is okay. I think that is how it is supposed to be. And although I want to make big things happen, I want to bring ideas to fruition and continue to grow my business and create a life for my children that is filled with adventure and fun, for now where we are at is okay. I will never stop striving to be better. I will never stop striving to expand my mind, my business, my passions. But with that I will also never stop putting my family first. And if I’m being honest I think I just got some of that spark back right now . . .

Now I think I need a little something from you. What, you ask? I need to know what you are here for.

What do you want hear? What do you like to read about on the blog most? What do you like to see on the gram? All of it. I want to know what makes you happy to see here and on our social pages. I want to make this a fun space for everyone. SO, head over to the gram if you would be so kind and share what you want to see. Fashion, mom stuff, marriage, food recommendations, all of the above. Whatever you like best, I want to know! Love you all, have a fabulous week!

xo.